Heart was Hit by Tonne of Stone

While I am working hard (must said working hard :p) at office this morning, suddenly Carysse come to me: "eh..... today Secret Recipe is celebrating their 11th anniversary with a promo of buy 1 whole cake free 1 whole cake start from 11AM yea" ......



Wau~~~ what a good news har, with very fast hand and fast leg without think twice I called hubby (that time is only 10:30AM, still manage to go SS2 before 11AM thought) to tell him this VERY GOOD NEWS!! In my mind I just keep thinking of cake ....CAKE.....CAKE before he pick up the phone!!!


Who knows at the other end of the phone, he responded with sleepy voice: "har.... ai meh (in hokkien= want meh in english) one whole cake r, very fat one wor! you becoming fatter and fatter have to keep fit ler".
Seriously tell you, my heart was broken with his words.


I tried persuade myself and being naive that he will buy for my surprise?
So after my fine dinner with my regular food outing gang, I went home with a heart that full with hope and looking forward for my cake!!
Once enter the house, I walked to the kitchen straight away (without put down my handbag) and opened the fridge, I was stune there with lot of question marks and silly reaction: " errr........ no CAKE???"
WHY NO CAKE GEH? He used to be sayang me so much and buy the thing for me even he said no wor!! Something unusual, am I really putting on too much weight? (asking myself... and i really think of it lor)


I felt so down and decided to take a review of my pictures took on few years back.
And again...... my mood was affected, just like few tonne of stone hit on my head!!! HOW COME I WILL BECOME SO FAT COMPARE TO PASS!!! (don't be prejudice yea, I am just comparing with myself)


Before entering HP, with 43 KG:


After 2 years in HP, gained 5KG:


Going 3rd years in HP, gained 7KG:
HOW COULD THIS HAPPENED TO ME???

I felt so sad, not because of Daniel. I am sad that why I could let this happened?
Start from now, I must force myself to do exercise once a week and hope I can throw away 5kg fat!!

Hopefully it really works for this time!! :(